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I lost my child today.
People came to weep and cry
As I just sat and stared, dry eyed.
They struggled to find words to say
To try and make the pain go away.
I walked the floor in disbelief.
I lost my child today.
I lost my child last month.
Most of the people went away.
Some still call and some still stay.
I wait to wake up from this dream
This can't be real--I want to scream.
Yet everything is locked inside,
God, help me, I want to die.
I lost my child last month.
I lost my child last year.
Now people who had came, have gone.
I sit and struggle all day long,
To bear the pain so deep inside.
And now my friends just question, Why?
Why does this mother not move on?
Just sits and sings the same old song.
Good heavens, it has been so long.
I lost my child last year.
Time has not moved on for me.
The numbness it has disappeared.
My eyes have now cried many tears.
I see the look upon your face,
"She must move on and leave this place."
Yet I am trapped right here in time.
The songs the same, as is the rhyme,
I lost my child......Today.
~Netta Wilson
Were You One of the Lucky Ones?
Author Unknown
Did you get to meet the one that lived
every day as if it were her last?
Did you see that smiling face,
did you hear her infectious laugh?
Did you know the one that had a hug
for even the ones that fussed at her?
Did you ever go somewhere and know
when the life of the party arrived?
Did you know the one that could make
the best of the worst situation?
Did you feel like you were a special
person around her?
Did you ever feel so loved?
Were you one of the lucky ones...
that got to meet my daughter?
The Cord
We are connected
my child and I
By an invisible cord
not seen by the eye
It's not like the cord
that connected us til birth
This cord can't be seen by
anyone on earth
This cord does it's work right
from the heart
I know that it's there though
no one can see
the invisible cord from my
child to me
The strength of this cord it's hard
to describe
it can't be destroyed
It can't be denied
it's stronger than any cord
man could create
It withstands the test, can hold
any weight and though you are
gone,
though you are not here with me
The cord is still there,but now
one can see
it pulls at my heart
I am bruised... I am sore
But this cord is my life line
As never before
I am thankful that God
connects us this way
A parent and a child even
Death can't take it away!
